Empty.

The side of me that you want never existed in the first place.

The person who used to give me pain
Now pains me through their absence.

Let’s not pretend that we’re strangers
Our eyes already made contact

It’s a dejavu

"Who can tell?
Your living is an organized hell.
The mansion of your mind just an oversized cell.
The pressure, everything is done to a measure.
In the sea of competition sunk like a treasure.
Like a feather falling slow spiraling to the floor.
Strung up like a broken violin to your course.
Opportunity is knocking at your door,
But you never left a welcome mat (It doesn't matter anymore.).
Or anyhow, but you're too late to turn back.
Fate pushing you into the wall like a thumbtack.
Ain't no comebacks in this game of life.
Roll the dice again,
Roll it once, never twice.

Keep on going, and taste the stars.
Keep on growing, and raise the bar.
You're living life for the As down to the Zs,
After one drop you got a fountain to seize.

Wanna break from the world, but the world wanna break you,
The weight makes your backbone curl up and make you.”
― Tablo

It didn’t rain for you, maybe, but it always rains for me.

I get mad easily and ruin the fun
Even when it seems like I’m so happy
I end things as if I hate it so much, I could kill.

Cause you’re like caffeine,
I can’t fall asleep all night

Like caffeine,
I try to stay away

I try to forget about you but I can’t do it,
I can’t help it