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끝내 모르셔도 난 괜찮아요
그댈 향한 그리움의 힘으로 살아왔던거죠
그대가 없으면 나도 없죠

SHINee – An Encore ; 재연

물감이 번져 가는 듯
하루씩 또렷해져
거꾸로 시간이 흐른 듯
오히려 선명해져
기억의 강을 건너면
잊을 수 있을 거란
헛된 믿음도 헛된 희망도
이젠 버렸어

침묵의 메아리
(그 속에 잠긴)
메마른 두 입술
(그 안에 담긴)
길었던 이야기만큼
허무했던 우리의 안녕

익숙함이 준 당연함 속에
우리 사랑은 야윈 달처럼
희미해져
진심이 아닌 모진 독설로
그리 서로를
아프게 했던 시절
자욱이 쌓인 무관심 속에
우리 사랑은 시든 꽃처럼
초라해져
얼마나 소중한 줄 모르고
쓸쓸히 바래진
너와 나의 계절

세월은 무섭게 흘러
모두 변해가지만
변하지 않는 단 한 가지만
분명해져 가

어설픈 방랑과
(낯설은 여정)
오랜 표류 끝에
(그 길의 끝에)
마지막 숨을 내쉬는
내 결론은 오직 한 사람

익숙함이 준 당연함 속에
우리 사랑은 야윈 달처럼
희미해져
진심이 아닌 모진 독설로
그리 서로를
아프게 했던 시절
자욱이 쌓인 무관심 속에
우리 사랑은 시든 꽃처럼
초라해져
얼마나 소중한 줄 모르고
쓸쓸히 바래진
너와 나의 계절

그래 아직도 난 꿈을 꿔
짙은 어둠이 걷힌 후엔
아침 햇살 위로
빛나던 그날의 너와 나
재연될 거야

되물어 봐도 늘 같은 해답
길을 잃어버린 듯
여전히 널 찾아 헤매
태어난 순간 혹 세상이
시작된 날부터
정해진 운명처럼
되돌려보자 다 제자리로
우리 더는 정답
아닌 길로 가지 말자
다시 막이 오르는 무대처럼
눈물 났던 영화의 속편처럼
결국 이뤄지는
두 주인공처럼

Like paint spreading
It becomes clearer by the day
It’s like time is ticking backwards
Things become even clearer
After I cross the river of memories
I thought I would forget
But now I threw away that useless belief and hope

Echoes of silence
(Locked inside)
My dried up lips
(Filled inside)
As much as the story was long
Our hello felt empty

The familiarity made us take it for granted
Our love faded like the waning moon
With cruel words of poison that we didn’t mean
We hurt each other
In the thickly stacked disinterest
Our love grew miserable like a withered flower
We didn’t know how precious each other was
Our lonely season faded

Time goes by so quickly
Everyone changes
But there’s one thing that doesn’t change
It grows clearer

Awkward wanderings
(Strange journeys)
At the end of long drifting
(At the end of the road)
I let out my last breath
My conclusion is only one person

The familiarity made us take it for granted
Our love faded like the waning moon
With cruel words of poison that we didn’t mean
We hurt each other
In the thickly stacked disinterest
Our love grew miserable like a withered flower
We didn’t know how precious each other was
Our lonely season faded

I’m still dreaming
After the darkness goes away
You and I from the sunny days
Will replay itself

I ask myself but it’s always the same answer
Like being lost, I keep looking for you
Like fate that was decided from the day I was born, from the day the world started
I look back but it’s all in the same place
Let’s not go on a path that’s not the right answer
Like a stage with the curtains rising again
Like a scene from a movie that made us shed tears
Like the two stars that end up together after all

You always hate those who pushed you off the cliff
More than you hate those who pushed you to the edge of the cliff

“The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it’s the small things that count.”
— Jennifer Niven, All the Bright Places

“If you love deeply, you’re going to get hurt badly. But it’s still worth it.”
— C.S. Lewis

Even at your worst
You are the best of the best
Fuckem.

You’re enough.
I don’t need the universe.

There may be people who have never experienced love before
But there’s no one who has never experienced separation before.

You didn’t know? I’m fine even if you don’t know my suffering heart till the end
I lived with power of longing for you
If you don’t exist, I don’t exist.

You’re right, love is a task for the person who feels it.
But can’t you help me still?......

"A random thought after sitting at my desk all day.
Seems like just because I call it my position, doesn’t mean that’s where I’m meant to be."
-Tablo, blonote.

"Though love means you try not to do things that you’d feel sorry about,
Isn’t feeling sorry also what love is?"

Why say you’ve fallen in love, when it’s not even that deep…

Please be happy
Even after a long time passes, let’s both remember
That we both had each other back then.

"My love will hurt you like a rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love will hurt you like a rose
It draws you in
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Don’t look at me with that light glance
Don’t speak of love easily
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

Don't put your trust in me
When I don't know how to love
Don't give your heart to me
You still don't know who I am
I said run away,
Just run away
Don't come back to me

Seeing you like this makes me feel guilt
That you dream and hope what you think could be real
Yet still you approach me with wind at your feet
And all I can do is pull back and retreat
Emotions, a luxury I can't afford
Love is a tidal wave towing the shore
So run away, just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorns

Don't wanna hurt you."

-Lee Hi, Rose

My dream is to make you dream.
Please make it come true.

How could it be so easy to make someone laugh
When even I can’t make myself laugh?

Even if you have nothing to give back;
Still accept love.

괜찮은거니 어떻게 지내는거야
나 없다고 또 울고 그러진 않니
매일 꿈속에 찾아와 재잘대던 너
요즘은 왜 보이질 않는거니
혹시 무슨 일이라도 생겼니
내게 올 수 없을 만큼 더 멀리갔니
니가 없이도 나 잘 지내 보여
괜히 너 심술나서 장난 친거지
비라도 내리면 구름 뒤에 숨어서
니가 울고 있는 건 아닌지
걱정만 하는 내게 제발 이러지마
볼 수 없다고 쉽게 널 잊을 수 있는
내가 아닌걸 잘 알잖아

혹시 니가 없어 힘이 들까봐
니가 아닌 다른 사랑 만날 수 있게
너의 자릴 비워둔 것이라면
그 자린 절망밖 에 채울 수 없어
미안해 하지마 멀리 떠나갔어도
예전처럼 니 모습 그대로 내 안에 가득한데
그리 오래걸리진 않을거야 이별이 없는 그곳에
우리 다시 만날 그날이 그때까지 조금만 날 기다려 줘

Though I say I suffer because of people that I didn’t even choose to be with
It’s not like they chose me either.

Empty.

The side of me that you want never existed in the first place.

The person who used to give me pain
Now pains me through their absence.

Let’s not pretend that we’re strangers
Our eyes already made contact

It’s a dejavu

"Who can tell?
Your living is an organized hell.
The mansion of your mind just an oversized cell.
The pressure, everything is done to a measure.
In the sea of competition sunk like a treasure.
Like a feather falling slow spiraling to the floor.
Strung up like a broken violin to your course.
Opportunity is knocking at your door,
But you never left a welcome mat (It doesn't matter anymore.).
Or anyhow, but you're too late to turn back.
Fate pushing you into the wall like a thumbtack.
Ain't no comebacks in this game of life.
Roll the dice again,
Roll it once, never twice.

Keep on going, and taste the stars.
Keep on growing, and raise the bar.
You're living life for the As down to the Zs,
After one drop you got a fountain to seize.

Wanna break from the world, but the world wanna break you,
The weight makes your backbone curl up and make you.”
― Tablo

It didn’t rain for you, maybe, but it always rains for me.

I get mad easily and ruin the fun
Even when it seems like I’m so happy
I end things as if I hate it so much, I could kill.

Cause you’re like caffeine,
I can’t fall asleep all night

Like caffeine,
I try to stay away

I try to forget about you but I can’t do it,
I can’t help it

They cannot change me.
Nothing can save me.

We’re perfectly fitting pieces for different puzzles.

Don’t you know that although love is just a game to you
To others, it’s their everything?

每次想你的时候都有些幸福 幸福得有些难过.

They break a perfectly fine leg and make you use a cane.
They make you eat a poisonous apple when you’re hungry.
They make you hold guns and knives instead of hands.
Are you all clean?
They break a perfectly fine wing and make you crawl on the ground.
They click tongues and point fingers.
Does that mean you can throw stones at the sin-less?
Isn’t throwing a stone a sin itself?
- AMOR FATI

사랑하는 사람이 더 이상 나를 사랑하지 않는다
그 사람도 모르는 것 같은데.. 그 사람도 모르게...
나에 대한 사랑이 식어가고 있다
아직 끝이 아닌데도.. 나는 끝이 아닌데...
상대방이 하는 행동 때문에 벌써 끝이 보이는거?
모든 사람들이 이 세상에서 살면서 겪는 감정 아닌가?
버림받는 감정?

And it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you

The whole world is acting so fucking dramatic

"I’m going crazy by just looking at you
He’s making me crazy
I’m so into you
He’s the reason that danger was more attractive
He’s the reason I enjoyed it even more

You make me get addicted, oh my
This is a dangerous game
don’t you know
I felt it from the beginning when I saw you
I’d get hurt if I touched you
I knew but I decided to grab onto you tighter
You’re double-bladed knife piercing into me
I can take this much
my weakened mind, sanitize it with alcohol already
guilt is way sweeter than the consequences I will face later
I can’t stop now
I fall in deeper
into the crazy love swamp you dug
I think I reached the end of my life already
even if the next sun arises
and my eyes won’t open, as long as I’m happy that you are beside me
for me X became O
I crave you every second
any heaven without you will be a hell for me, sorry god
don’t forgive my guilty pleasure
hold me tighter, my precious

I act ignorant, I act like nothing is happening
I dodge you, even when I get a bit hesitant
but you wave at me again
crazy
Yes, I think you are bit crazy
I’m going crazy by looking at you
He’s making me crazy
I’m so into you
the reason that danger was more attractive
the reason I enjoyed it even more
the reason I’m even more attracted
hey your worry my heart
The reason I’m enjoying this more
He’s making me crazy
I’m so into you
this doesn’t even make sense."

- Crazy (Guilty Please)
Base, Jonghyun.

Don't play me.

"You became the reason i breathe, only to suffocate me."

Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now?
What if there’s a twist?

"Once I look at you, I want to see you two more times
When I look at you two and three times, I want to hug you more
I like you more and more even though I see you everyday"

"When I hear your name,
it feels like there are thorns on it.
My heart feels electrified and numb
as if I swallowed rose thorns.
My deeply pierced heart,
my pierced heart, my bruised heart.
You pretend to give me a chance
as you come close then get far away
Like a doll, I get dragged around
but in front of you, my breath stops"

"My longing for you tortures me more than my loneliness"

"It’s funny, what separates humans from beasts
What turns humans into beasts"

For you, who lives such a lonely life
No, for him.
I hope things go well.